i can smell colors..

its been a few days since my last posting, no typical reason really. i could easily say that the holidays just simply got in the way. but, im honest, no time but like the holidays for a lil extra alone time. Avoiding sticky finger screaming kids, pre-historic aunts who like to bath in their perfume to cover the smell of not bathing in soap and water.[?] or simply , i was alone to begin with.

The happenings in my little corner of this green and blue asylum isnt anything i can really mention, with out serious repercussions. and ultimately, isnt worth the effort or energy.

its new years eve

and their is a blue moon.

finding the right words to describe ones-self can sometimes be a real chore.

how do you name the nameless...or describe the unknown.....hahaha i dont know really.

so.. we'll go with a color.... red.

maybe identifying to this color could give you a better understanding, who knows..maybe even myself.

i see red as in the middle...and in saying that i also think its most vibrant. red can mean death..fire..life...love..rage..etc..etc.. it definitely emits warmth to me. passion. it feels like my life line. a sense of urgency and then complete henderance. and then when you throw in shades, your really fuckin shooting into a whole whirl wind of emotions here.

i guess some would call that your aura. check that out. i know, sometimes things can seem so hocus pocus , well to candy eye's...

but really , what is a better way to understand something ( i guess that depends on who you are) but i would...*sigh* assume that feeling emotions (energy) is better than words. words create boundaries..which is why it takes other words...to describe words. you can only go as far as the tongue will allow you too.. but to feel raw emotions (energy) if i can conduct that to you,it is alot easier to explain myself.

funny..to think..i can do that with just one word..red...and it would seem what i wrote is contradicting then.... sure. it could be preceved as that..at a glance. but then you slow down..register that 3 letter word inside that brain..and its like *BAM* all those emotions linked to that word start brewing..zipping in and out sides way.you see it in your mind..that color....the word...is merely a trigger.

 whats also funny..is having to leave bread crumb trails in my own mind.

i thought i had more time for this. today. but no.. todays events must unfold at some point..besides..whens the last time you knew life to sleep in? 

ooo!! topics of intrest!!!!

* levels of consciousness 

* your 3rd eye is really your minds eye ( i guess this is why its always on the head..or on the hands..because you can not only see energy..you can feel it too)

* Extra Sensory Perception

happy new years 

Em