Fishnetts & Cigarettes: your halo is slippin down..

The nights have began to blend in with the days...that is my que to i guess. slow it down. not that i have been doing MUCH. just everything around me is spiraling out of control. must i say people. and being in the mist of their spiraling winds causes me to loose my concentration.

the rope on my deadline is tuggin tighter around my neck each hour passing. yay..that close..

Had a great couple nights. Went to the After Party for the Art acadmeys casting call. Had a TON of fun! hung out with some friends i haven't seen in a while. and got more aquanaut with new ones.

Made up with an old friend. we will see where this will lead.
i miss michelle and hope she can make it to my birthday hang out.

maria stayed a week and is gone.

missy needs a place to stay.

carole is still here, so i have to wait.

not that im bitching , just simply stating. i do love my friends and if i can do something for them..obviously i do.

nothing from the job yet, still talking to will about things as well, we will see.
i need something.

paintings are at their final stages and being agravating. how funny is that , i love them and yet fight and argue with it..i wounder if anyone else fights and aruges with their art work as well..eh im sure of it.

my birthday is Wednesday not realy doing anything.
Thursday i have to be at the academy at noon for filming. not sure whats going on or what i will be filmed doing..but whatever. happy to be apart of it!

i have so much to do , and i know what i need to do. i've just been so out of it. and agravated, annoyed and aaaaaaahhh i cant.

but i must.

putting in at least 4 hrs of painting tonight. unfortunate i have to force myself. might be the weather. or all the ruckus. or both.

*apc - the noose
*apc - blue
*apc - the package