i dont know how to start this off. im not sure what i really want to write about.
i mean so much but where really to begin? last night i had quite a mix of a house full.
me, jesse,mattie,carole,aylah (caroles 3yr old) jen and her 2 dogs who are BIG lol.
still no job. i didnt think it was possible to hate daytona anymore but. its this whole world really.
im tired of responsibility. i dont know what the fuck i wanna do.
i used to wanna know everyone , now i find myself picking people off me like they are fleas.
i've allowed too many to become attached. or maybe its me. the other way around.
i dont konw, too many tell me i need to settle down. settle down for what? and better yet where?what is it im willing to dedicate my life too? what am i looking for? how do i get there? and why, why do i have to do it alone? alone..i want it to be this way, then again not. depending on who's eyes you view the world from its different for everyone. -duh-
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
funny the words on this screen is the voice inside my head.
hahahahahahaaa. voice inside my head...life narrator....hah the one who listens , and you don't even have to speak.
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