its a beautiful day out today..its nice warm and breezy..and its in the middle of JANUARY!!

Quickie

The ground is shifting. You wanted change, but be careful what you wish for.dear yahoo..you are REALLY freaking me out!

Overview

You are feeling much more comfortable with your regular routine than you are with odd, spontaneous moments -- but there are a few too many of them today! Strike a balance and have fun with it. true and i am!

Overview

The stars are all about seduction and lovers right now, especially for your sign. What a great combination! Better plan on using this astrological array to its fullest. That means no wasting time on groups of people, no matter how long you've had the plans made. Your place would be ideal. Keep your guest list short -- very short -- and let whoever you're with know that they're special. im pretty single...but maybe there is an interest...in someone..and true..there's been nothing but gobs of people at my house..sunday will be nice because it's gunna just be me and my brother and mattie..THATS IT! lol relaxinggggg

The nog was fun last night, LOTS OF BEER !! 50 cent PBR on thursdays YES PLEASE!!!! hahahaha soooooo drunk..it was me jen missy and her boy then scott and adrian came up and i seen lyric and her boy there and wags was there..actually alotta people i knew ..weird. ha.

01-21-10

Again leave it to yahoo to freak me out...

Quickie

Family, friends and career all demand your attention. Seek that rare thing: Balance. balance seems to be something i can only DREAM about!!! and yes..these are all things that are happening right now..as they do..each and everyday..but my days now are filling up FAST i've forgotten how busy i can get..that 2 month break well 3 month now.has really done a number on me...i really hope i can pull up outta this slump..but i believe i can..im in good company now =) finally.

Overview

Blow off that appointment today -- even if you aren't overbooked! Sometimes you need to just slow down and let the rest of the world catch up to you. Things should settle down really soon. i won't be blowing off my meeting with constance today.. =) or my friends for tonight..sorry yahoo...

 

Overview

It's been a difficult and troubling week, in many ways -- but when it comes to romance, oddly enough, that department seems to be operating independently -- and doing a darned fine job of it, too. Still, there is a stumbling block in the way, and you're aiming to move it out. A family member or dear friend -- someone who's usually quite helpful and supportive -- seems to be pushing against you. Check out all the facts before you go off. hmm true..i have been talking to someone..and oddly enough , it IS operating independently..its soo weird..but a VERY nice change!!!!  but what is this stumbling block..i think i may know..and i know who's pushing against me about this..and yes i SHOULD have checked out all the facts before assuming like i did and have.

crazy

this is going to be short cuz i dont have alot of time. and i really wanna post what all i've been doing this past two weeks and all but to start..im going to repeat myself again and say how fucking CRAZY yahoo horroscopes are..they are ALWAYS dead on..its some crazy ass shit.

Quickie

You're way more creative than anyone dreams. Tap into your artistic side.

Overview

You make just the right impression on just the right person -- and it shows! Your amazing interpersonal energy should help you overcome barriers and break through to almost anyone you want.

Overview

Sure has been a hectic weekend, hasn't it? Lots of work, lots of emotional matters coming up -- you name it, you've done it over the past few days. So aren't you due for some serious recreation time? You bet you are. It's time to forget you're a Capricorn, put all those household projects on the back burner and go all out to indulge yourself. Start work on this project tonight. With the stars feeling emotional and sensitive, a bubble bath, hot tub or massage is definitely in order. Don't forget the scented candles.

HAHAHA damn its sooo fuckin dead on..EVERY FUCKIN TIME!!!!

Oh what a tangled web we weave..when we practice to deceive

i dont know how to start this off. im not sure what i really want to write about.
i mean so much but where really to begin? last night i had quite a mix of a house full.
me, jesse,mattie,carole,aylah (caroles 3yr old) jen and her 2 dogs who are BIG lol.
still no job. i didnt think it was possible to hate daytona anymore but. its this whole world really.
im tired of responsibility. i dont know what the fuck i wanna do.
i used to wanna know everyone , now i find myself picking people off me like they are fleas.
i've allowed too many to become attached. or maybe its me. the other way around.

i dont konw, too many tell me i need to settle down. settle down for what? and better yet where?what is it im willing to dedicate my life too? what am i looking for? how do i get there? and why, why do i have to do it alone? alone..i want it to be this way, then again not.  depending on who's eyes you view the world from its different for everyone. -duh-

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
funny the words on this screen is the voice inside my head.
hahahahahahaaa. voice inside my head...life narrator....hah the one who listens , and you don't even have to speak.

your halo is slippin down..

The nights have began to blend in with the days...that is my que to i guess. slow it down. not that i have been doing MUCH. just everything around me is spiraling out of control. must i say people. and being in the mist of their spiraling winds causes me to loose my concentration.

the rope on my deadline is tuggin tighter around my neck each hour passing. yay..that close..

Had a great couple nights. Went to the After Party for the Art acadmeys casting call. Had a TON of fun! hung out with some friends i haven't seen in a while. and got more aquanaut with new ones.

Made up with an old friend. we will see where this will lead.
i miss michelle and hope she can make it to my birthday hang out.

maria stayed a week and is gone.

missy needs a place to stay.

carole is still here, so i have to wait.

not that im bitching , just simply stating. i do love my friends and if i can do something for them..obviously i do.

nothing from the job yet, still talking to will about things as well, we will see.
i need something.

paintings are at their final stages and being agravating. how funny is that , i love them and yet fight and argue with it..i wounder if anyone else fights and aruges with their art work as well..eh im sure of it.

my birthday is Wednesday not realy doing anything.
Thursday i have to be at the academy at noon for filming. not sure whats going on or what i will be filmed doing..but whatever. happy to be apart of it!

i have so much to do , and i know what i need to do. i've just been so out of it. and agravated, annoyed and aaaaaaahhh i cant.

but i must.

putting in at least 4 hrs of painting tonight. unfortunate i have to force myself. might be the weather. or all the ruckus. or both.

*apc - the noose
*apc - blue
*apc - the package

mel and i

Mel and her adorable boy friend Timmy

this happens sometimes..

me..paint duty....