i sat around for a good part of today, i've been sick. felt it coming on when i couldnt stop sneezing the whole day the day before. sometimes i seriously think you can really tell the exact moment you catch something..or atleast i can.or..at least i think i can? who really knows. other than im always right on this fact.
It was pretty chillie in the house most of the day. even tho when i wake up every fuckin morning its 64 degrees upstairs and downstairs. so i've been trying to keep it at least 73. and it still fills cold when i do that. ugh, i know the electric bill is going to be high again.FUCK.
but in doing so. i feel i can keep myself from getting any sicker.and not feel all stiff bodied and not want to do anything. My room has been in need of me cleaning it for about 2 weeks. its still not clean but i folded about 5 tubs of laundry =/ and left one. HA! i needed a few beers.
aside from all the painting i've been making myself sick on. putting in god knows how many hours. i've also been trying to block out all the negativity around myself out. and relax with my friends.
Maria came back into my path earlier this week. Her ex happend to spot me in the flea market.and told me she was working right up the road from where i live. walked in monday nights (which she never works) and there she be!
She got to meet mattie. they hit it off.
We all sat and got fucked up and played chess for hours! i need another set or 2.
Mattie played my brother and kicked his ass. i then played mattie (first time in like 3 or 4 years because my set has been in storage) yes that is me making an excuse as to why i lost to him. lol. then maria and him played 2 games and she kicked his ass. Next day it was Maria and I against each other. game lasted about 2 hours and put her ass in check about 5 times. untill i was able to kill it! yes.that is right i win!!!
so yeah, lounged around chilled with mattie till he went to work. then i started to clean and fold all my laundry..like i said..i have one more basket left and whatever is in the dryer now..and im DONE lol.
and then i just have to "actually clean"
which shouldnt be too bad. i think..
and so my friend derek passed away. im not going to touch on this but just a mention.
and with that is how i am now talking to channey again..barley. Not sure if this is a good thing..actually i KNOW its not. heh.
*insert love hate love by alice in chains here*
im trying to will good positive energy too myself..im going to "get the job"
i went and had some beer over at loki's around the fire. was nice. celebrating the solstice and yanno talking about philosophy is what we do.
and it is very true that people are born with knowledge.
this guy has been around the house for the past week. getting closer and closer to my house.
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